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Thursday, April 10 2014

I am thankful that early in my relationship with Jesus, HE placed great emphasis on the importance of being in the will of God personally.  A portion of scripture that grabbed my attention and caused me to allow God to shepherd my entire life is found in Psalm 139:13-17

“For you created my innermost being; and knitted me together in my mother’s womb.  I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made.  Your works are wonderful; That I know full well. My frame was not hidden from YOU when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; ALL THE DAYS ORDAINED FOR ME WERE WRITTEN IN YOUR BOOK BEFORE ONE OF THEM CAME TO BE. How precious to me are your thoughts O’ God.”

I imagine the book sitting on God’s shelf in heaven solely about the life of Jeneen Bullen Kohler.  All of my days are recorded in it.  It is my life’s mission NOT to miss fulfilling a single day.  Therefore, I place high priority on seeking God’s direction and submitting to His plan and course of action for my life.

Recently, I was given the “invitation” to minister in South Africa.  It came from a dear mentor and friend of mine, whom I highly respect. I have traveled to South Africa several times and have many dear friends there.  These people are like second family to me.  Surely God wanted me to walk through this open door? Feeling important, I jumped at the opportunity and immediately began making plans to travel in August.

I had no longer accepted the invitation, when I heard a still small voice within saying, “You didn’t ask ME if I wanted you to go to South Africa?”

My heart sank!

In my own reasoning and desire, I wanted to go!  I didn’t want to hurt my friend who had graciously extended this invitation to me.  I kept thinking of all the women I could refresh and impact.  EVERYTHING SEEMED FINE AND PROFITABLE FOR THE KINGDOM.

Humbly, I decided to make the invitation a matter of prayer.  I presented my case for going to the Lord, giving Him every reason Why I thought this was a good idea.  He spoke very clearly to me…

”Jeneen, you are welcome to travel to South Africa, but I will not be going with you.” 

Suddenly, I realized that I could spend thousands of dollars and much time traveling, standing on stages, trying to impact many people, but choosing this route meant that I would be riding solo, without the anointing and presence of God.

Without Him there is no impact.  Without Him, transformation is no longer possible.  Without Him, I am only a shell.

I learned through listening to the heart of God that He has others plans for me right now.  He has commissioned me to focus on writing my first book.  He also revealed His plans for me to conduct a women’s event right here in my own city this year. 

In the daily grind, we find ourselves BUSY, but what are we BUSY with?  Are we BUSY with our own plans, agendas, and schedules or are we BUSY fulfilling God’s plan for our lives?  Our own self-made plans may seem fulfilling at the time, but what better plans might we be forfeiting? You, too, have a book in heaven with your name on it.  Have you recently opened it, in the spirit, that the contents of it's pages might be revealed?

Seeking God’s will requires us to separate the desires of man from the desires of the spirit.  Discernment is key. Every good idea is NOT always a God idea.  It does not mean there is anything necessarily wrong with the idea.  It may simply not be God’s plan at the time. 

So,why are you doing what you do?

Are you riding solo or are you right in the middle of HIS plan?

Posted by: Jeneen AT 12:02 pm   |  Permalink   |  3 Comments  |  Email
'Without Him there is no impact. Without Him, transformation is no longer possible. Without Him, I am only a shell.' Great Quote! Sometimes we feel every open door or every opportunity is Gods Will- but he may have other plans at that very moment in another direction. And you're so right about discernment- it's a much needed key in our walk with God! Thanks for sharing ;). I'm sure you will be going back to the South Africa, in Gods perfect time ;)
Posted by Krissy on 04/10/2014 - 03:52 PM
Thank you Jeneen for reminding me to slow down with my busy life and take time to listen to what God is telling me. I think we all need that reminder for time to time!
Posted by Susan on 04/10/2014 - 08:42 PM
Thank you, yet again, for your obedience & ~transparency~. The thought of going "solo"?! Not an option! May God bless & direct His Beloved, searching... \o/
Posted by Angela Hatcher on 04/11/2014 - 10:13 PM

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